urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:abi_xx A MINUITE ON THE LIPS...A LIFETIME ON THE HIPS NeverGoingToBeThinEnough 2008-03-25T17:55:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:abi_xx:916 2008-03-25T17:55:09Z 2008-03-25T17:55:09Z <p align="center"><font size="4"><strong>omg i feel soooo sooooo bad<br />I really just want to die<br />Ive eaten way to much this week<br />I really dont think i can go on anymore<br />How many paracetamols does it take to overdose?<br />Im never going to be thin enough<br />I would rather be dead than fat</strong></font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:abi_xx:560 2008-03-18T18:17:48Z 2008-03-18T18:20:51Z <strong><font size="4">Arghhh&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />so its 6.11 pm here and i have eaten way too much today<br />Didnt eat until 5ish this eve, had </font></strong><strong><font size="4"><font color="#ffffff">a penguin chocolate biscuite nd an alpen low cal cereal bar&nbsp;<br /></font>And then if that wasnt enough mum made me eat tea with the family :(<br /></font></strong><font color="#ffffff"><strong><font size="4">Had about 1/3 of a jacket potatoe nd a lil bit of uncooked salmon and 3 stalks of brocoli<br /></font></strong><font color="#000000" size="4"><strong>Feel like such a faliure, i just want to die, i hate myself soo much<br /></strong></font><font color="#000000" size="4"><strong>Was thinking about overdosing again. i just dont want to live anymore<br /></strong></font><strong><font size="4"><font color="#000000">So if i never post on here again then you will all know why<br /></font><font color="#000000">I just cant live like this anymore&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;xxxx</font>i</font></strong>&nbsp;</font>